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We are home now from Newnan. We got here to discover that the door to the master bedroom had gotten closed with both of the cats locked in there. You can imagine the disaster. I have been sorta sad and depressed the last 2 days. I am not sure why, but I know something is going on with me. I think it is my weight. I see all of these pictures from high school and college and out of everyone of them, I am the largest. This really upsets me. I just have to decide if it upsets me enough to do something about it. I hope so. I am going to use this "blog" thing as sort of a diary. I am going to try and list everything I eat every day so I can reflect on it. That way I can see what is good and what is bad. I know I am going to have to exercise at some point. Finding the motivation within myself to do that is going to be the hardest part. If only you could lose weight by crying. I would have dropped 15 pounds over the past 2 days.
I start back to school tomorrow. I think it will be good to get back on a schedule and out the house to an open kitchen. Josie will go back to Boo's and Toler will go back to school. Josie turns 2 on Thursday. I have been so out of it over the past several days that I don't even have invitations out. That is sad. Maybe I should go work on that now....